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Aug. 12th, 2009 | 02:42 am

i've moved. so link me. love ya.

http://www.maryannavie.blogspot.com


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Aug. 5th, 2009 | 05:25 pm

new blog on the way! :)

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Jul. 4th, 2009 | 07:09 pm

YOUTH APPRECIATION NITE WAS AWESOME though it's an underaged private event. but i shall disregard that.

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bleahs

Jun. 19th, 2009 | 06:42 pm
mood: happy happy

upon a million requests, i am now updating my blog. no, i don't mean to sound super famous. but i get friends yelling at me "EH YOU MAY AS WELL DELETE YOUR BLOG LAA!" "UPDATE YOUR BLOG LA!!!"

haha.

okay i just got back from KL and it rocks. thinking that getting to petaling street is by alighting at petaling station, guess where we were when we alighted? SELANGOR.

and almost missing the last coach back to sg, by getting to the wrong side of KL. so instead of cabbing there (the cabby touted us la sia. RM20. for a very short distance.) we took the train.

slept in the coach, got very cranky (stupid pms) and then almost pissing off my friend with my neverending nonsensical antics.

camp's just two days away. somehow, i had this distinctive feeling that this yr's C11 camp is gonna rock better than the prev years. (: i have amazing facis and perhaps, amazing participants. though there's only 99 of us there. (:

i'm signing off soon cos i'm meeting my friend (: this sounds so childish. ok bye.

p.s i miss ameng, hannie, nad and mirooool. when are you guys free again!?

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Jun. 5th, 2009 | 11:33 pm

ok this is fucking funny but i felt 3421857417983741294712937413421 times better now.

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it deteriorated

Jun. 5th, 2009 | 11:05 pm
mood: melancholy melancholy
music: flo rida ft wynter - sugar

I really have to let this off right here, right now. While I know she's in pain out there, sadly there's nothing i could do. The other one made matters worse, she isn't helping. I'm in a tremendous amount of agony, I felt helpless, clueless, defenseless and lost. While I hope letting this out here could only take away a few degrees of this anguish, deep down inside I still felt like the lost little girl 3 years back, not knowing what to do, no direction, while I lost the path of light which I'm made to believe to tread. I'm trying my very best to desensitize myself towards everything, or rather, everyone. What I thought was a well-acted facade proved to be lying to myself even more each and every day. Lied to myself more than anyone else. I can't go on like this, I abhore myself even more for deceiving my very own self.


I would do anything in the world, I would trade everything I have, just to see her face again. Just to touch those soft, delicate hands again. Just to kiss her fair cheeks again.


I don't see any point to shed any tear right now. It's as useless as anything else.


The world didn't know what I'm capable of doing. They only see what they thought it's me. It's just a matter of time before everyone knows it. Just wait, and see.

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sore!

Mar. 20th, 2009 | 02:41 am
mood: sick sick

i am making it compulsory to at least update this freaking dead journal every now and then when i can squeeze just a little time for it!
it's work and friends that's been taking up my time. and not forgetting LEFT 4 DEAD. god i could spend my entire life just shooting zombies down.
and million thanks to almost-everyday late night outs, i have successfully contracted the sore-throat-then-the-flu-then-the-fever virus, for the record of 2 times in a row. or maybe a week, to be precise.
i'm gonna sum up some of my recent events:

1. work is pretty much sucky today.
2. i'm happy that my body's pretty much toned now.
3. i managed to cut down smoking! 20 sticks to only 10 sticks per day!
4. i finally snagged the black stripper heels i've been eyeing for a week!
5. i like norey's miss selfridge's faded jeans!
6. din and his x1-r!
7. i accidentally shaved off half of my left eyebrow. thankfully my bangs could cover them nicely. (note to self: ever heard of threading! no diy!)

i'm coming back for more.

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Jan. 26th, 2009 | 09:31 pm
mood: dorky dorky

figured out that this blog is dead. oh and to the person who corrected my mistake in my previous entry regarding the typo error of basshunter, thanks a lot. i mean, seriously. :)

and i'm thinking of dunking my head in a big bucket of bleach, eat chocolate fudge out of my hands, throw myself out of the cliff, run into the tv, be a cat, scream to the grass, throw a fire extinguisher at someone, make my own cookies 'n' cream, and so on... on  and on and on and on and on. look how i've changed.

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Unappreciated

Sep. 2nd, 2008 | 06:02 pm
mood: Fucked up
music: Unappreciated-cherish

As i'm typing this, i'm at rc 150's void deck while others are playing murderer. And just a phone call an hour later had to bring me down. My mood's officially spoilt. Like seriously. He's dangerous.

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Aug. 14th, 2008 | 04:27 pm
mood: pissed off pissed off

fuck. i just typed a whole loadsome of entry and when i clicked "post to maynaa", i had this white screen saying it's encountering some goddamn problem. and the entire post is gone.

i fucking need a new laptop.

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booze

Aug. 4th, 2008 | 02:41 am
mood: sleepy sleepy

i'm now at i-dunno-who's house at jurong west, bestie brought bf and i here to drink with his friends. fuck there's no parents at his fucking home and there's 9 fucking boys and i'm the only fucking rose here. fuck it feels fucking weird man. i had i-dunno-how-many shots of remy martin and currently now boozing on smirnoff and smokin my ass off. and i'm fucking amazed i could still fucking hold my liquor and fucking update my blog cos the others are jamming in the guy's room and others are playing daidee and i fuckin dunno whatt to do. bestie's officially drunk now he's fucking sprawled on the sofa. YES DANNIE MARTIN IS DRUNK AND HE'S FUCKING UNDERAGED AND THE BEST THING WAS BF AND I GOTTA TAKE CARE OF HIM LATER TILL THE FIRST BUS. ok i'm gonna fucking play daidee now bye

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post-game sickness

Jul. 14th, 2008 | 09:06 pm
mood: sick sick

Someone should confiscate my psp.

I have no idea what's the connection between endless hours of playing sims 2 castaway and falling sick. true enough, yesterday (when i got the game), i had flu, the first sign when i'm falling sick. it didn't bother me much, so i guessed it was just the aircon or having the first 8 hours being paralysed on the floor, concentrating on the game.

i didn't eat much throughout the whole day. funny thing was i didn't even feel that hungry. had only 2 bowls of chicken porridge. good for an invalid.

at night, the disease took its toll over me. at around 3.30am, i stirred up from sleep and called bf to get my medication. unfortunately he ran out of panadol and gave me something else instead. i didn't really catch the name but it sounded like anarex. so i downed 2 pills and tried to ignore the disco beat track in my head. it was not only pounding, it was painful as well. bf had to serenade me to sleep.

as for today, i only had a bowl of mie sedap which is my #1 fav, if i could order mie sedap from indon, i'll prolly fly an aircraft worth of mie sedap back here and live my life solely on mie sedap. trust me, i wont get sick of having them for breakfast, lunch, tea, dinner and supper.

and the reason i'm blogging now is because the bf is borrowing my psp to play untold legends.

one more question:
is there any link between falling sick and more-than-usual oily face?

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the sims 2 castaway

Jul. 13th, 2008 | 07:18 pm
mood: happy happy

 finally i got my hands on the game i've been wanting for ages- the sims 2 castaway, on psp. took the trouble to meet nisha to get sonya's memory stick since sonya's at her aunt's place, went back home to copy the game (and other games she has too!), uploaded the game to my psp, then now waiting for roshan to come over to return back the memory stick to his sis. yes i'm desperate, but at least i have it now! :)

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just another day.

Jul. 12th, 2008 | 09:30 pm
location: in the sick room
mood: sick sick
music: give it to you- sean paul ft eve

Completed reading 'Sleeping Around- Confessions of A Bad Girl', an autobiography by Catherine Townsend. Picked it up at the Times NewsLink store at Changi Airport few days ago. I'll give a 2 out of 5 stars for this. The reason for the lack of stars are just that, you can't exactly milk out much of the inspirational contents from it, but the 2 stars go for her juicy sex romps with many dates she had, including a threesome with a bisexual hot Rachel and apparently, Cat's date who's Rachel's ex. "Wow."

Anyway, as far as I could judge, none of the autobiographies/memoirs I've read could ever beat Cupcake Brown's. Hers is damn inspirational, I cried like fuck after I read her book. You should pick up this one, a well-written book.

I've had numerous of updates to do, but I'll just focus on the main one.

Chalet! From 30th june-2nd july. NO PARENTS AT ALL. Not a big deal for me actually, but it's a first for some of the others. There's 3 couples, including bf and I, squeezing into the max 3 pax room. The entire 2 nights are well-spent getting drunk and dancing like a mad frog. As expected, there wasn't enough booze for everyone, but at least we had fun. Correction, I was the only one who got really drunk on the 2nd night. According to Celestine, I was flat on the floor and disturbed Roshan, saying he's bald, when the fact is he does have hair, but it's just very little. Haha.

At night somehow Carolyn got a little freaked out by Dannie's ghost stories, so all of us actually moved the mattresses on the floor and nicely lay out 3 of them and 6 of us squeezed like packed sardines. (bed frames were dragged to one end of the small room).

Had a good swim with 5 of them at the swimming pool. Learnt diving from Carolyn and Dannie, but fuck, I couldn't even master it! Then the bf gave an intensive coaching to dive properly, in the midst of it, I slipped in bits of naughty tricks and overall, it was REALLY ENJOYABLE. haha but the best thing is, I finally learned to dive, though not on an expert level.

No pictures cos most of the time, our phones are abandoned on the table. What for? The boyfriend/girlfriend is right beside us 24 hours. Hahahahah! Okay that's not the point.

I'm resisting the urge to go to the nearest bookstore @ Eastpoint to rent another book. Cos why? I'm broke. (: Yeah I can borrow books for free at the library but I'm banned cos my debt came up to more than $30. Thanks. I could BUY a book from Times NewsLink but I can' t PAY my debts.

(:

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the working father

Jun. 12th, 2008 | 04:55 pm
mood: i'm without kittyboy! i'm without kittyboy!

I seriously miss him. We have NEVER BEEN APART FOR MORE THAN 2 HOURS (no seriously! okay maybe except for the c10 camp) and now he's working for 12 goddamn hours and will be back only after 10pm.

And i'm bumming at home and growing my ass biggggger than ever. I seriously need to get a job AGAIN.

:(

Oh and I am feeeling rather cranky cos kittyboy's been playing downstairs still 7 am and now he hasn't even returned home. And I bought him a new YELLOW  cat collar bell (as usual another Red Dingo) cos it's the brand I've been using (with assortment of colours) and kittyboy kept losing it every month. So far I've bought him (under the same brand) pink, blue and red. The new designs came in yesterday and they have the collar bells in soft pink, yellow and black. But my cat is as eccentric as his owner, so I got him a bright yellow collar bell. And an extra medium-sized bell to add to the ching-a-ling-a-ling! And by the way cat owners, do buy collar bells from Red Dingo, it's okay to spend a few more bucks on it cos afterall, it's a safety collar bell, which means it's a break-away collar and comes in handy when the cat is trapped by its own collar. yes the collar will break free and thus the reason why kittyboy always loses it. So far throughout his one year plus of living, he lost more than 10 collar bells already.

Okay why am i educating this and promoting red dingo?

i'm seriously pissed off with a lot of matters and i need to be left alone. bye

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sweet love

Jun. 10th, 2008 | 06:54 pm

It's gonna be less than 6 hours to our 23rd monthsary. OH I DEFINITELY CAN'T WAIT TILL 11TH JULY (NEXT MONTH) to our 2nd anniversary! two years babe. It feels just like yesterday since he popped that question.

I love Muhammad Syazwan Bin Suparman (SUPERMAN!) very much. Oooooo I feel 15 all over again!


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The most adorable pic of him I could find. Yes that smelly blanket of his has remained loyal with him for more than 18 years already. And he has a habit of biting and sucking a rolled-up tip of his blanket, leave it dry and then when the rolled-up tip became hard (which he endearingly call CRISPY), it's his most favourite moment and no one should bother him.

I love you baby.

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Jun. 5th, 2008 | 09:29 pm
mood: cranky cranky
music: survive- gabriella

Honestly, I couldn't get over Leona's suicide.

OKAY I NEED TO FORGET ABOUT IT COS IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER, SHE'S NOT RELATED TO ME AT ALL.

I'm just too emotional.

I'm freaking pissed off cos I ORDERED my sister to call me and she didn't. Bloody ass.

I will be going to Simpang later to meet the friends and I can't wait cos I'm seriously bored and need to get out.

I am currently having this large appetite for durians, chipsmore, cheap seaweeds and secret recipe's the ultimate choc cake.

Cos I'm a brat, I already had some durians, chipsmores and seaweeds but I haven't had the cake! BABY, GO OUT AND GET ME SOME!!!!!!

I need to get changed. bye.


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virgin experience

Jun. 3rd, 2008 | 02:58 pm
mood: crazy crazy
music: push- enrique iglesias ft lil wayne

Another wild night out yesterday.

Nurul texted me to ask me and the bf out to a pub at Tanjong Pagar. I meant like, I immediately agreed as I've never fucking went to a pub before. Club, yes. But pub, NO!

Then we went drinking at Tanjong Pagar with the bf and friends. All 6 of us lah. Nurul, Della and their respective bfs. Then only me, bf, Nurul and Della went to Duxton @ 25 cos Nurul's bf is working as a deejay there, had 3 jugs there, her bf got us 2 complimentary jugs of Tiger Beer and our own jug of Bourbon (MY FAVOURITE!!). I downed 2 glasses of Bourbon and fuckkkk I couldn't even drink half a glass of beer! The other 3 could like fucking drink 2 1/2 glasses of beer and I just drank half. eeeeeeeeee i hate beer. fucking blearrrgh.

Then we left the place cos Nurul got fucked up over something and we went to another pub few doors away where another of her friend works there as a bartender. We had another round of Chivas and this time things got pretty wild. Nurul and Della pulled me to the freaking narrow walkway and danced our asses off. I mean look at it this way, we're like clubbing in a P-U-B? patrons there come to relax and came along these 3 monkeys shaking their bootylicious asses like a salt shaker. More glasses of Chivas and then Nurul pushed me up onto the bar top. And then I went bar top dancing alone and Nurul followed suit. So now there's 2 tipsy monkeys hanging off a tree and then we kept going up and down the bar for more glasses and trips to toilet. Around 2+ am we finally got Della up the bar top and the three of us became tipsy monkeys holding on to the rail and dancing like there's no tomorrow. My bf was enjoying the whole show.

Then we went pub-hopping again to another pub the next street, and this one had Filipino hostesses grinding every man they saw. I was like, okay ah I need to sit and stare cos I'm toooo zonked out, but noooo, Della and Nurul had to pull me to the makeshift dancefloor again. At that point of time I wished I could pop an E so I could like dance till I grow skinny. Seriously when I went clubbing before, it was never this bad. When i wanna sit and smoke, I do. But now the 2 girls never gave me any chance. And bf was having fun getting his grooves on.

And that's not all. Nurul's bf, Khai, got us 2 jugs of Bourbon (again!) and what else, I choppppped one jug! Then I got tipsy and fell down twice and had to be supported by the bouncer and staff who kept telling each other that I'm drunk but I was helplessly defending mysel saying "I'M OKAY!" and trust me, I was telling the truth. One of the drunk guys slipped in a slice of lemon in between his lips and asked me to take it using my lips. Bloody cheeky sia. I was like, eh no no no eh i'm okay la. Many many pairs of hands were wrapping me and I nearly suffocated. ahha. Danced danced drink drink smoke smoke pee pee then the club closed at 4+ am. A verbal fight broke out amongst the staffs itself. Bf got damn drunk and he threw up on himself. Had his shirt taken off and he had to spend the entire hour or so half-naked. I could still hold my liquour, so I took care of him. NOW LOOK WHO'S THE ONE WHO'S STILL STANDING AT THE END OF THE NIGHT?! (referring to bf cos he told me that I'll confirm be gone by tonight) Nurul was already drunk, running aimlessly around the road and such. 

Cabbed home and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Looking forward for Thurs/Fri night cos we might be going there again! Looks to me like pubbing is better than clubbing! i know it's the other way round but... ahahha!

good am at work now and feeling fucking groggy. what's new? 2 hours of sleep only sia!!!!!!

anyway, it'll be a fucking packed Thursday and Friday night.. Thursday night I promised to go to Night Safari with Siq, then pubbing, and the following night is dinner @ simpang with the lovely facis and seniors, then maybe pubbing again!

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Jun. 2nd, 2008 | 02:35 pm

okay i'm at work sneaking another 15 mins to blog about our naughty nights (AS REQUESTED BY MJ). so if the boss were to catch me blogging, i'll put the blame to MJ! hahahahah (:

NAUGHTY NIGHTS COMES LIKE THIS:

1st outdoor night:
Kicked Razzie's and MJ's large asses in between giant snores and unglamorous sleeping positions.
MJ's case: I stretched my legs outwards to where her legs are supposed to be, so in the end she ended up curling like this;



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That's how small she could be. 

PART 2;

The 2nd outdoor night goes like this:
Woke up in the morning and as claimed by MJ, she said when she woke me up, the first thing I went was like this, "Heeheeheeheehee". 
I can't remember anything about it.

OKAY, AT NIGHT (campfire night)
MJ & this time, RAZZIE claimed that, I was snoring with my mouth closed so MJ thought it was Razzie snoring, and then, they said I started making fucking sounds like, "aaaahhh aahhh oohh yeeaaahhhhhh~" 
and not forgetting kicking their asses again.




So that's all about NAUGHTY NIGHTS.

oh and MJ period-ed on her blanket.

eh wait there's one more naughty night, which is on the last day,

"WHAT THE HELL.
bitch. you don't need to tell the whole world about my redness yo.

still got one more!

thursday night when i was writing the letters on the floor beside my bed, then suddenly you came covered in your blue blanket slept right beside me!

one hour later your woke up like some cock.
'what the bloody hell am i doing here'

'fuck i should be outside'

then you left.

WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT!!"

-MJ. (on her comment)

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c10.

Jun. 2nd, 2008 | 01:41 pm
mood: time-of-the-mth yo. time-of-the-mth yo.

Okay I've finally found time to blog about this.


c10 CAMP



One of the most memorable camps in mind. Together with Eugenia and Aydyl, we founded GAYNEZZ, which were made up of 21 sporty & fun-filled students. 

Indulged in the luxury of Copper Lodge, a presidential suite specially meant for the female facilitators, jam-packed with wacky and mad us girls, who spent the night talking (except for me on the last night) and eventually never failed to wake up late every morning and sent our dear MJ into stress fits for our latecomings.

Campfire was not awesome for me this year, I could have done better. Guess the tears are not worth it at all.
I have knew it all along, cos I spent the dinner bawling my eyes out and Tomo pulled me aside and assured me that I've given the best I could and he said something like I musn't expect too much perfection in it cos afterall, it's meant for a let-loose event where everybody have fun. and in the midst of crying and horrible monster voice, I said something like I want it to be like this, that, this, that etc etc etc.. but he knocked some sense into my head and I decided to just let the things go with the flow. 

on the hindsight, i love everyone in the camp, felt like a momma chicken during the reflection when the participants turned behind and they started streaming in and hugged all the facis with swollen, puffy red eyes and reindeer noses and wet cheeks and us momma chickens returning the tight hugs with words in between mostly saying, "i'll miss you, take care of yourself okay.." and watched them nodded profusely and some emotional girls bursting out into a more severe crying. 

even in the bus otw home, i spent the last few moments with the participants, with my heart getting heavier with every metre away from NACLI. 

maybe this is my last year facilitating, as I decided to give way to the juniors to take the lead. I'm far too old already. an old saggy momma chicken.

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